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''人生如此, 死後靜默, 生時珍惜.'' — 蔡康永




Dear self, Happy 17th Birthday

Yesterday was my birthday - a pretty simple yet decent birthday!




How do I feel? I feel okay, really can't say it was the best but it certainly did not disappoint me at all.

After staying here in the states for exactly 2 years now, I really like celebrating birthday only with my family. Mainly because if I were to stay longer in m'sia, I can guarantee that I'd be as fat as a hippopotamus. In case you don't know, people love me. They bought me cakes (I used to get 3 to 4 cakes at times) or took me out for dinner. Sounds crazy but it's true!

No words are able to describe how blessed I was and still am BUT I felt extremely guilty the following day for consuming so many foods. I ate a lot and you won't even believe it. This happens because I don't waste food. The faces of African or any third-world country kids would appear in my mind, constantly remind me that I shouldn't waste any food I can get.

Ladies and gentleman, that's a bad thing. These thoughts make you eat everything you have which eventually cause you to become fatter and fatter.

Because I seem to notice a pattern. If a person hates eating, they are usually skinnier. Like my sister, the list of things she likes to eat can be counted within your 10 fingers (I'm not exaggerating). So my advice is, start hating food and you'll be skinny. Haha


Nahh, stop the mumbling. . .

Today, this blogspost is dedicated to show you what people who I really care wished me on my birthday.  Though, I don't value your wish as much if you only write two words like: ''Happy Birthday'', or either I don't know you or kinda know you, I love reading all of them because it makes me feel worthy. No matter when I re-read it, each and everyone of them, your words are still precious and priceless to me! Thank you peeps 




I guess I will start of with my sister, Michelle, she wrote the longest and most meaningful one. So sweet of her!

Yes, please be jealous, because you don't have a sister who writes so well, who has such a fantastic literary skill at this young.

*click on these pictures if they're too small!












Next, Leslie! I was so surprised when she texted me two days before my birthday.
No, it's not that she had forgotten the right date. There was one time in school, during English class, and we were allowed to talk because we finished our work. She asked for my birth date and I decided to tell her a wrong one (technically, two days before my actual birth date) because I thought she wouldn't have remembered anyway. However, she did remember!!







Here comes Scha, sweetest old friend. It's ridiculous to think she'd remember my big day because we don't really talk now, regrettably. She is the kind of friend who listens when I have a problem and helps dry the tears! Without doubt, I will never forget those pleasant moments we had together. If you happen to read this, I miss you and I hope we could talk more frequently sweety!!

Ignore my ugly nerdy glasses look, I love this picture a lot!!

Waking up to this was just amazing. .







Then we have, my favorite friend, Adeline :D

Despite feeling sort of down and unhappy when I realized you've forgotten my birthday(she wished A week earlier, LOL), I still consider you as my best friend okay! How can I forget the fun we've had, laughing and mocking others till our face turned red during our skype session! HAHA

MOST OF ALL, understanding my humor, talking of things we find funny, while people think we're insane, if only they knew. Thanks again for being there when I needed the most; for being such a great friend and being here with me through it all.  Love you.









Recently, this soh poh values her guy friends more. But I don't care, because she is my other half and I bet guys who like her know so little about her - if they were to compare to me. Suck for them. haha

One of my friends was telling me that she has changed a lot, in a good way of course. I'm glad to hear that, good to know that she's no longer shy, reserved and is more willing to talk.

If ever there is no tomorrow, there's something I need to tell you. You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart, I'll always be there for you. We've been friend since I was 9 and I know our friendship will last above and beyond, hopefully!






This was written perfectly too. And, this person doesn't need public attention, it's the last thing a shy recluse would want.








I love Keshin. First of all, she is very artistic because she is the top 10 of among all of the Malaysian artists!(she received many scholarships and awards for her artwork, she deserves it) We've never met in real life but I believe she's exceedingly friendly and dedicated girl.

Last year, right before my birthday, I requested her to draw me a birthday card. She was still a new friend/stranger, presumably she wouldn't have done what I've asked, but she did everyone!! I know she spent time on it cuz her drawing was so intricate and creative. I want to read what she wrote on the card but her writing was too tiny.

I was so happy to know that she put effort for me! She told me that she will give it to me when we have the chance to hang out together in the future. Awww, ta hen hao ren, siboh?

Anyway, good luck girl, I know you have a bright future ahead of you. Keep up of your good work.


2014 




All the cards that she made, very talented!






Yukar, former dance buddy of mine. We talked often when we were practicing since her age is closest to mine! She's so friendly, active, funny, and partying in her house was my favorite time of all. Lately, her status seems depressing, I just hope she gets stronger and bolder while facing any hard knocks in life. All the best girl!






Thank you. Haha, miin jie always asks about how we're doing. Guess she misses us like crazy. Hope to see you soon too! 





Gor, my former dance teacher. Yes, although you like to act cool, I know deep down you care for every single one of your dancers(until today). 

I especially love those times when we gathered altogether and celebrated birthdays, after-performance dinners, parties and etc. Geez, why does every good must come to an end.




Sally Aunty was incredibly nice too.







Roza, best lunch partner in school. Girl, who's gonna accompany during lunch when school starts? Anyhow, thank you for listening to my rants and while I was memorizing my speeches. I hope you'll meet amazing friends over there. She is in New York now, hope she likes it there!! Take care. Don't forget to visit me in California once in a while.






No, I won't forget people like you! Imy&Ily too.






Old besties..



Also, not to mention the one who thinks I'm still a kid even though I'm 17teen.













Save the best for last, thank you dad and mom for the beautiful and delicious cake!!
After all, you can't resist food like cake, can you?





I have the same birthday as my dad, what are the chances of that!




I love you guy's wishes! Thank you :) 

So here's a mirror selfie of mine in honor of all the wishes I received.
My hair is naturally brown, I'm so proud of it! 




Yupp, it wasn't anything fancy but that was enough for me. 

In any case, I'm the luckiest girl on earth. I mean plenty of people died from war in Gaza, lost their lives due to horrible plane-crash incidents and so on so forth. At least, I have a roof on top of me, it's summer break and most of all, I have my cake! 

I'm blessed with loves and wishes. Thankyou God! 

Until nextime folks, take care.


Maleficent 电影观后感


最近夏天不用去学校,很有空,所以我和家人常去 theater 看了很多部电影!
虽然看了很多套戏,但我觉得这个电影非常值得看
女主角是 Angelina Jolie 饰演  还没看就很期待
可是她好瘦哦  脸都凹进去了 以前听说她中 cancer ... :(





我会写很多 SPOILERS (and YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED)
没看的人别读这篇文  哈哈

今天也心血来潮想打华语 post
因为不想把母语全都给忘掉  常常打英文 很快地就会把其他语言给忽略掉

So, Maleficent 的华语名其实是 {黑魔女}
她是睡美人里面的巫婆
放心,这套戏的故事与睡美人比只有 10% 相似度
但造型上 100% 像!




Maleficent 原是一个善良,漂亮和有超能力仙女
她住的地方也很梦幻
她与其他仙人不同因为她拥有他人没有的大翅膀
对她而言很重要因为她喜欢在天上飞翔    与云碰触是她的娱乐








小时,她是个天真无邪,开心开朗的孩子
长大的过程中  她遇到了生命里第一次喜欢的男孩(人类,名叫 Stefen)
她爱慕 Stefan, 她每天都盼望着这男来见她一面
他们两天天黏着对方 渐渐也日久生情
在Maleficent 16岁 她把她的初吻献给了这男孩  可见她是真心爱他的
当时,Stefan 有跟 Maleficent 讲过  亲她因为那时 true love kiss

TRUE LOVE KISS


Maleficent 年幼时
左边是 Stefan 小时候




故事里面一开始介绍两个地方,
第一个就是人类居住的  再来就是仙女(Maleficent) 住的
Opposite 的 castle 是人类住的

这里是 Maleficent's territory,  好梦幻


两个地方从以前就河水不犯井水
谁也料不到有一天,
人类世界里的皇帝想要把女主角的地方占为己有,甚至想要杀死 Maleficent 的念头


过了不久,皇帝派来了一群军人来抵抗 Maleficent    (我知道,很不知量力)
显然的,Maleficent用超能力打败他们
皇上伤的很严重  因此也激怒了皇上
皇上便命令在他身边服侍的军人 that
如果其中一人能把Maleficent杀死, 皇位就会交替给某某人
某某人里面也当然包括 Stefan


Stefan 一听到这消息,非常的惊讶,贪图心很强,他想要得到这皇位
即使条件是把他的爱人给杀了!!
傍晚时便骑马去树林找 Maleficent  刚开始他 act dao 很正常
聊天不久后他问 Maleficent 渴不渴  然后自己拿出一瓶装了安眠药的水给她喝
想要在她昏迷时杀她
然而 Stefan 也鼓不起勇气把刀插进 Maleficent 胸里  算他还有一点点的良知

他知道她的翅膀很要紧 几乎不可没了它

所以就把刀割了她的翅膀  想说皇上会以为她真的死了
*还有一个事实就是他知道 Maleficent 天不怕地不怕,可最怕摸到铁, 铁会烫伤她的手

当她昏醒过来就发现她的翅膀被偷走了。。


她知道是 Stefan 干的好事  可是自己没了翅膀也无能为力的找 Stefan 算账
她很伤心,愤怒与忧闷
觉得自己被背叛了
失去他,爱恨开始分明
从未想过自己最爱的人会做出这样的事
看了这一幕感到特别很揪心 为什么会有人对待自己爱的人??
难道当皇位比不上青梅竹马的知己吗?
人有时很不懂得满足和很矛盾!


Maleficent 世界在这段期间变得很黑暗
用魔力建树樯 与人隔离



思想也变得阴暗 一直想要报复 Stefan
她外在看起来就像睡美人里的巫婆 
话是这么说 但她其实还保留着自己善良的一面 邪恶只是自己的保护色
会这么说是因为在她很伤心时她还不断的救生命
比如说 像这个鸟:

这鸟如果不是被她发现,早就会被人打死
她把鸟转变成人类 做人时只要透过 Maleficent 的魔法就会变化成鸟或其他动物
这鸟为了报答她恩情 心甘情愿地做了她的助手
鸟的名是:Diaval


Hen handsome 一下!!




时间慢慢地过了
Stefan 成了皇帝 同时也娶了一位公主
Maleficent 一路来都有派Diaval 探索消息
当她得知Stefan 有了baby,要开派对,表面上冷静其实自己非常气
气在于为何Stefan 不来找她至于还有了亲生骨肉
她决定要参加皇帝的女儿的满月派对 更希望能报仇

到了派对那天 人民纷纷庆祝这好日子 没有人知道Maleficent会去
很多人都去为了把祝福献给皇帝的女儿
有三位仙女本来住在Maleficent的地方也到了那为公主许愿
Stefan蛮怕仙女回来乱,本来不给,但后来发现她们没恶意就随他们
许愿许到一半时 女巫就抵达了







看到 Stefan的女儿(name: Arora) 她和他的回忆又浮现在她的脑海里
却无法抵制嫉妒心和仇恨






因为抱着要报仇的心态来到派对 她跟所有的人包括来宾宣布她会诅咒皇帝的宝宝
我觉得很残忍 宝宝是蛮无辜 可换是我 我会做得更绝



简单来说 





Maleficent诅咒Arora十六岁那年会自动到纺锤 (spindle,以前人缝衣的机器)
把手指插入纺锤里的针 从此Arora将处于昏迷状态


潇洒的离开 

唯一能破除掉诅咒的方法是:TRUE LOVE KISS 
Arora公主得被自己喜欢和喜欢她的人亲 才能活过来






完事后,Maleficent离开了城堡 Stefan很怕和紧张因为不想女儿出事
便命令了三个仙女把女带去安全的地方居住 十六岁那年生日才可以回城堡




但她们常常为了小吵架 没把宝宝照顾好
哈哈 最好笑就是连母奶或奶粉也没有 这么喂奶叻



最不可思议是 Maleficent一直都在宝宝身边观察着
她虽然很恨Arora 但也没有坏到要杀baby!!
天天探望小女孩 
并默默守护在宝宝身旁因为她也受不了那三个仙女 太不会照顾小孩


偷偷来探望 Arora


Arora likes Maleficent too! (:




Maleficent 扮酷 但其实很想跟 Arora 玩!x)

















当女孩会跑时 Arora 差点跌在悬崖中也是 Maleficent 救回来的
一次又一次的做了守护天使 不是恶魔




被人类视为女巫无时无刻都陪着她成长 像妈妈一样无微不至地疼爱着Arora
好感动 很伟大!




女孩长大了也慢慢变成熟 她也知道 Maleficent的存在
所以看到Maleficent也不怕

初次见面有被外形吓倒



公主 Arora知道女巫的存在很久了
顿时 女巫感到错愕, 不敢相信自己听到的话 



接下来 公主对女巫说了谢谢因为像影子般在她成长过程中得到安全感和关爱
公主还把她当成自己的母亲
还叫她一声: ''God mom!'' 



Fast forward 。。。
在公主十六岁生日就擅自的回去了城堡
她得知 Maleficent其实是那位诅咒她的人 














公主选择在这时候回去是很错的决定 因为她要碰到的针的时间会越来越近
但她还是回了城堡
回到是 她隐隐约约听见有个声音呼唤她的名字
她慢慢的往那声音朝去 看到了针
便把手指刺进针







很快的 公主便晕倒了
同时,女巫虽然怕回到城堡救公主 因为她怕再次被人类伤害和攻击 
可她也鼓起勇气去了!




女巫带了公主喜欢的男生 心想这男的会亲和救公主
你们猜会吗?




Deng Deng Deng..


答案是:公主不会醒过来 

Why?
-因为公主还不够爱这男生 她只是对他一见钟情

如果你们够聪明的话,我想你已知道真正能救活公主的人是女巫,她们俩的爱已经远超过公主与生命里的任何人了


写到这我觉得已经够了 留了大概30%没写吧   
我觉得这套戏最重要的镜头就是我以上写的
我学习到很多东西 感触很深
大概就像读完一本好书的感觉
还是不能理解为何 Stefan要背叛 Maleficent 

可是到最后还是那句 
老天爷不会辜负一颗善良的心 凡是都要三思而后想



这套电影我给

推荐你看 你不会后悔而且会学会很多东西,值得看过 The Fault in Our Starts (No offense)




文章最后想说,  Angelina Jolie 讲得也太对了!

{ ''Life and people are so much more complicated. The movie, Maleficent has a very strong messages. Never judge somebody by the way you first look at them.  People are capable of wonderful things, but when they're abused, they can go very dark. And, understanding people, understanding what causes people to be evil'' } - Angelina Jolie


P/S: All pictures above aren't mine. They're all from tumblr and google image!