Dear self, Happy 17th Birthday

Yesterday was my birthday - a pretty simple yet decent birthday!

How do I feel? I feel okay, really can't say it was the best but it certainly did not disappoint me at all.

After staying here in the states for exactly 2 years now, I really like celebrating birthday only with my family. Mainly because if I were to stay longer in m'sia, I can guarantee that I'd be as fat as a hippopotamus. In case you don't know, people love me. They bought me cakes (I used to get 3 to 4 cakes at times) or took me out for dinner. Sounds crazy but it's true!

No words are able to describe how blessed I was and still am BUT I felt extremely guilty the following day for consuming so many foods. I ate a lot and you won't even believe it. This happens because I don't waste food. The faces of African or any third-world country kids would appear in my mind, constantly remind me that I shouldn't waste any food I can get.

Ladies and gentleman, that's a bad thing. These thoughts make you eat everything you have which eventually cause you to become fatter and fatter.

Because I seem to notice a pattern. If a person hates eating, they are usually skinnier. Like my sister, the list of things she likes to eat can be counted within your 10 fingers (I'm not exaggerating). So my advice is, start hating food and you'll be skinny. Haha


Nahh, stop the mumbling. . .

Today, this blogspost is dedicated to show you what people who I really care wished me on my birthday.  Though, I don't value your wish as much if you only write two words like: ''Happy Birthday'', or either I don't know you or kinda know you, I love reading all of them because it makes me feel worthy. No matter when I re-read it, each and everyone of them, your words are still precious and priceless to me! Thank you peeps ❤




I guess I will start of with my sister, Michelle, she wrote the longest and most meaningful one. So sweet of her!

Yes, please be jealous, because you don't have a sister who writes so well, who has such a fantastic literary skill at this young.

*click on these pictures if they're too small!

Next, Leslie! I was so surprised when she texted me two days before my birthday.
No, it's not that she had forgotten the right date. There was one time in school, during English class, and we were allowed to talk because we finished our work. She asked for my birth date and I decided to tell her a wrong one (technically, two days before my actual birth date) because I thought she wouldn't have remembered anyway. However, she did remember!!

Here comes Scha, sweetest old friend. It's ridiculous to think she'd remember my big day because we don't really talk now, regrettably. She is the kind of friend who listens when I have a problem and helps dry the tears! Without doubt, I will never forget those pleasant moments we had together. If you happen to read this, I miss you and I hope we could talk more frequently sweety!!

Ignore my ugly nerdy glasses look, I love this picture a lot!!

Waking up to this was just amazing. .

Then we have, my favorite friend, Adeline :D

Despite feeling sort of down and unhappy when I realized you've forgotten my birthday(she wished A week earlier, LOL), I still consider you as my best friend okay! How can I forget the fun we've had, laughing and mocking others till our face turned red during our skype session! HAHA

MOST OF ALL, understanding my humor, talking of things we find funny, while people think we're insane, if only they knew. Thanks again for being there when I needed the most; for being such a great friend and being here with me through it all.  Love you.

Recently, this soh poh values her guy friends more. But I don't care, because she is my other half and I bet guys who like her know so little about her - if they were to compare to me. Suck for them. haha

One of my friends was telling me that she has changed a lot, in a good way of course. I'm glad to hear that, good to know that she's no longer shy, reserved and is more willing to talk.

If ever there is no tomorrow, there's something I need to tell you. You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart, I'll always be there for you. We've been friend since I was 9 and I know our friendship will last above and beyond, hopefully!

This was written perfectly too. And, this person doesn't need public attention, it's the last thing a shy recluse would want.

I love Keshin. First of all, she is very artistic because she is the top 10 of among all of the Malaysian artists!(she received many scholarships and awards for her artwork, she deserves it) We've never met in real life but I believe she's exceedingly friendly and dedicated girl.

Last year, right before my birthday, I requested her to draw me a birthday card. She was still a new friend/stranger, presumably she wouldn't have done what I've asked, but she did everyone!! I know she spent time on it cuz her drawing was so intricate and creative. I want to read what she wrote on the card but her writing was too tiny.

I was so happy to know that she put effort for me! She told me that she will give it to me when we have the chance to hang out together in the future. Awww, ta hen hao ren, siboh?

Anyway, good luck girl, I know you have a bright future ahead of you. Keep up of your good work.

2014 

All the cards that she made, very talented!

Yukar, former dance buddy of mine. We talked often when we were practicing since her age is closest to mine! She's so friendly, active, funny, and partying in her house was my favorite time of all. Lately, her status seems depressing, I just hope she gets stronger and bolder while facing any hard knocks in life. All the best girl!

Thank you. Haha, miin jie always asks about how we're doing. Guess she misses us like crazy. Hope to see you soon too! 

Gor, my former dance teacher. Yes, although you like to act cool, I know deep down you care for every single one of your dancers(until today). 

I especially love those times when we gathered altogether and celebrated birthdays, after-performance dinners, parties and etc. Geez, why does every good must come to an end.

Sally Aunty was incredibly nice too.

Roza, best lunch partner in school. Girl, who's gonna accompany during lunch when school starts? Anyhow, thank you for listening to my rants and while I was memorizing my speeches. I hope you'll meet amazing friends over there. She is in New York now, hope she likes it there!! Take care. Don't forget to visit me in California once in a while.

No, I won't forget people like you! Imy&Ily too.

Old besties..

Also, not to mention the one who thinks I'm still a kid even though I'm 17teen.

Save the best for last, thank you dad and mom for the beautiful and delicious cake!!

After all, you can't resist food like cake, can you?

I have the same birthday as my dad, what are the chances of that!

I love you guy's wishes! Thank you :) 

So here's a mirror selfie of mine in honor of all the wishes I received.

My hair is naturally brown, I'm so proud of it! 

Yupp, it wasn't anything fancy but that was enough for me. 

In any case, I'm the luckiest girl on earth. I mean plenty of people died from war in Gaza, lost their lives due to horrible plane-crash incidents and so on so forth. At least, I have a roof on top of me, it's summer break and most of all, I have my cake! 

I'm blessed with loves and wishes. Thankyou God! ❤

Until nextime folks, take care.