I want to be a youtuber.

Yes, as you can see from the title, I WANT TO BE A YOUTUBER!

I've been a long time subscriber for many other youtubers -- (some of my favorite youtubers are ilikeweylie, wahlieTV, michellephan, itsjudylife/time, bubzbeauty/vlogz, clothesencounter, essiebutton, makeupbyAL, sabrinaslife, superwoman, nigahiga, stillababe09, apriljustinTV, moeothman, beautifymeeh, bookables, namewee, oiseau88, thatsheart, thebookaffair ArnoldTelagaarta) I have a lot more, I just can't remember them!!

I was always so inspired to become one of them. But, you know, home girl ain't got the gut to do it.

I don't know what kind of video I wanna make yet... It's so typical to be just a specified group of youtuber. So, I suppose I will make different sorts of video. It can be something like vlogs(basically what I would do daily), related to beauty, advice, tutorials, DIY, cooking, talk-about-books video.. etcetera.

Wonder

Well, if you know me, I like to share my current life, mood and feelings through pictures because that's like the only way I could stay in touch with my Malaysians friends and relatives.

However, there are still times where pictures can't explain everything! People rarely pay attention to pictures I took, and hence, I don't get likes on my pics, which somehow makes my mom sad because she wants people to like them. LIKE button is important to her because it means people have actually seen it.

You might ask,
why don't I add caption next to my pics so people could understand. Honestly, it doesn't help much. People on facebook don't read, especially the elders, even teens. At the end of the day, they will still ask the same thing even though I have written an essay long on my caption box.  Also, I write in English most of the time because majority of my friends/relatives are either angmoh or half-angmoh. Another part of them are Chinese or Malay fluent speaker. It's fairly hard to accommodate with both parties. Therefore, if I can choose, I'd so much rather type in English(it's international language ma) and most people know what I'm saying. So, I figure, next time if I'm going somewhere, I'd just vlog for them.

I'm leaning towards of being a vlogger because it's special and upgraded way to keep a diary. A MORE DETAILED DIARY because you are recording exactly how you feel at that moment, I think it's cool! (:

Not only vlogs, I can't wait to make other interesting videos like tags or Q&A!!

Give me some time, I will make one if I'm brave enough, keep calm, the day is coming soon. I promise.